i really really wanna watch Stars in concert.

but somehow, once again, when it comes to things like these- theres no one.

im sick and extremely tired. i feel like running into a neverland and hide there, or just disappear. i wanna close my blog and wake up in a beach. i just wanna get away from all this internal loneliness and wake up alone away from people, physically; where i know there really arent real people and theres nothing i can do about it but go crazy.

right now ive no excuse to.

or maybe i should go to the concert myself like some lonesome wanker and pretend im having the time of my life. after all, it is Stars..

:(